Do Angels exist?

How can I exist if I can't feel?

Some Random Story
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I'm bored and I'm in net web design and I'm feeling angsty as usual, so here's this random idea/story thing whatever you want to call it. I've already cried twice today because of some valentines I've gotten (one from one of my friends on LJ you know who you are, and I would like to thank you for your support and care. ^_^)

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Friends Only
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Credit goes to depperte

I have decided to make my journal “Friends Only.” I never really thought I would get this personal, but since I have I am changing my journal. ^_^

There are a few rules so before you comment please look them over:
-It would be nice if we have something in common.
- Tell me where you found me.
-Comment once in a while
-I like to rant about random things like school, anime or whatever I feel like so keep that in mind….

That’s all. Really not a lot of requirements. If you would like to be added please comment below. Thanks!

I have a confession
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All right guys time for some good old-fahisoned teenaged angst. I have a confession to make. I have a freaking crush. Yeah I know that was really big news but it's taken a while for me to admit it. I've known him for a long time and it's taken me a while to admit that I have liked him. The thing is I don't know if he would want to go out with me.


I've known him since 7th grade and he's really sweet. He was my first slow dance*blush* and he's been one of my good friends forever.

Yes this is one of those "he's my best friend thingy"

DAMN IT!!! Why do I have to be feeling this for him???

*starts hitting self on head.*

(sorry if this is really sad and pathetic.)

Second Day of Being Sixteen..
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My second day of being 16 and I have to go to the freaking orthodontist. I hate the orthodontist. I’ve had braces on for almost 2 years now, and I hopefully I shall get them off right around Christmas. Until then I have to suffer through these visits. Blah.

Yesterday was sooooo much fun. Like I said in my last post, I had my hair straight and I freaked people out all day long. They were like “whoa! You look so different.” I don’t think I’ve ever received so many comments in one day in my life! Somewhat sad but funny at the same time. ^_^ Also I heard the birthday song three times at school. One on the bus, one in English class, and one in history class in which I had to sit on the birthday chair while they sang. Also in history we watched Hotel Rwanda, which is so sad!!! I’m not going to say anything other than it was sad and good at the same time.

When I got home my mom had brought home pizza (yay!) and then my cousins came over to hang out with me. They are all younger than me. The oldest one who is 4, can already write, speak in complete sentences, count as well as me, count in Spanish, count in French, knows his and mine phone number by memory, remembers the day of my birthday and how old I am turning, and can nearly write perfectly in Spanish and English. And he’s not even in kindergarten. Talk about a prodigy.

So then after eating, I opened my presents. I got about $95.00 and totaled up with my other savings I have about $160.00. I really don’t think I’m going to spend it all because this year was the first year my parents ever let me go to a convention, (damn parents) and I didn’t bring enough money. Well now I know better so I’m saving up for next year, little by little. I think the only thing I want to buy at the moment is a couple of anime DVDs. One is called Burst Angel; I saw an ad for it in Newtype USA. Also at the end of the month, the last DVD of Wolf’s Rain comes out. (Finally!) That’s all I want at the moment.

Also Akaru made the sweetest birthday banner ever. Its kingdom hearts and I LOVE IT!!! Thanks very much Akaru. It’s so sweet. If she’ll let me, I’ll put it up.

On another note, I think I found someone who can make the layout I’ve been requesting!!! Happy days!!!! Hopefully it’ll work. But now my birthday is over, and I have to focus on finals which start next week. *groans at the thought* The first day of finals which is next Friday I have English and AP World History finals. History should be easy because she said she wouldn’t give us a hard final after the AP test. English I know I have to write an essay because she told us yesterday. Stupid English teacher. On the Monday I have to take P.E and Geometry finals. Not too worried about those. On Tuesday I have to take Biology and Creative Writing finals. Easy. But on another topic
(it’s a little disgusting so beware) I had to dissect a fetal pig yesterday!!! Nastiest thing I have ever dissected. Ewww…*shudder* Then on the last day of school which is Wednesday the 25th, I have BCIS and Spanish. I am exempting Spanish and BCIS and P.E so I don’t have to come on the last day of school! Yay! Another happy thing is every year since 7th grade my friend who has a pool throws an end-of-the-year-party at her house. Last year they threw me and my friend in the pool. Whew! I think I’m done now. That’s the longest post I’ve ever written. Wow a new record!!!^_^

It's my birthday, it's my birthday...
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Today I am sixteen. YAY!!! I can't wait to open my presents. My mom made me wait untill I got home from school (damn!!) Anyway I straightened my hair last night (from boredom) and everyone at school loves it. Usually my hair is really curly and up in a ponytail so this was an interesting change. Yep.

Next post I shall tell you guys what I got.

How hard is it to find someone to make a layout for you?
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Really hard apparently. I've posted in like 3 places and no one has said anything. (I don't blame you at all fairyfey if you are reading this ^_^)

Maybe I'm not posting in the right places. It's an anime layout featuring Chii but I can't find a lot of anime request layout commnuities. ARGGGGHHHH!!!

Ok, just breathe....

Anyway I still have a bunch of projects I have to do, and blah.

The onyl good thing is that school is almost out, so I just have to hang in there.

One last thing: I shall finally reveal my age!!!! I didn't want to at first (because I'm weird like that heh heh) Today I am 15 years old. Tommorrow I SHALL TURN 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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I'm back you guys.

Sorry I'm a little behind on comments, I shall try to catch up. I have about three projects that are all due this week and I need to get those finished.

Yesterday was fun because I hung out with my mom and I saw the last Star Wars movie. I was quoting lines from it and pissing off my dad. Fun times.

Anyway I watched Deep Dive today and I realized that I don't have the music to that. I must go find that.

Not the happiest post in the world.....
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Well guys I got some bad news. But let me start over from the beginning. There's this kid in my class (I'll call him Nick) He's in my history class and we're not good friends or anything but I know his name and he knows mine. Anyway he's really sweet, on the track team and always telling jokes.

On Wensday night( like 8:00 p.m) he was out jogging with his friend. They crossed the street on a green light. There was a car coming and he didn't see Nick.....

He died on impact. When I posted yesterday I didn't know yet. It didn't really hit me that he was gone untill I got home and started crying. He was only 15 years old.

I've been reacting really weird to this. I get depressed then I start laughing for no reason.... I don't know. It's been so sad.

Just thought I let you guys know. So I'm acting weird don't mind me.

In case you haven't heard..
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THERE'S A NEW KINGDOM HEARTS TRAILER OUT!!!! Very cool, shows a lot of the charcaters and it's so awesome!!!! GO WATCH IT, I COMMMAND YOU!!!!! Sorry if I'm scaring you guys but I ADORE kingdom Hearts, it's one of my favorite games and I can't wait for the game to come out. On another note, there's about 15 days of school left and I'm so happy becasue every year since 7th grade my friend has a end-of-school-party at her house. She has a pool so we just hang out there and try to drown each other and stuff ourselves with food. Yeah, it's lots of fun.  So that's all for now.

Something interesting...
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* dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or follower
* quiet or talkative
* spontaneous or planned
* teddy bear or porcelain doll
* hiking or window shopping
* tequila or vodka
* top or bottom
* barefoot or shoes
* jeans or slacks
* tender or rough
* aware or dreamy
* nerd or geek

Taken from donotspoilmyday.

This really makes you think and I think it's fun. Go post it in your journal and see what results you get. Normally I don't post stuff like this but I thought this was pretty neat. Also the FREAKING TEST IS OVER!!!!!!


It was very hard and I hated all of it, but now in history we get to watch movies. YAY!!!


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