Do Angels exist?

How can I exist if I can't feel?

Riku Highway
[mood| busy]
[music| tori no uta-Lia

Just a reminder:

NEW JOURNAL! Please add me! I just went through and added a whole bunch of people. If I accidentally missed you or you still want to be on my friends lists, just leave a comment at my new journal:


Thanks, a lot!

Namine Eraser
[mood| chipper]
[music| You really don't want to know what I'm listening to

Yes, I am moving journals. Time for a new name. I'm not deleting this one, but I'll keep updating for a few more days. Then all new updates will be at my new journal.

I beg ALL OF YOU to please friend my new journal willusmileforme

And if I come around begging you to friend me, it's because I love you all, and I want you guys to stay my friends. ^_^

So please FRIEND:


*trying not to be an emotional sap again* XP
Sugar and Spice
[mood| so happy I could cry.
[music| T.V

I do have something to live for:

My friends.
Because there are some people besides my family who do give a damn about me, and care about me to help me. That makes me really happy just knowing that. ^_^ Thank you.
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meme again...
Riku-don't let go
[mood| this is cool
[music| ayumi hamasaki-seasons

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 9 people about this game.
Matt is the one that you love.
Daniel is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Katie.
Shawna is the one who knows you very well.
Bethany is your lucky star.
Morning Glow is the song that matches with Matt.
Must be Dreaming is the song for Daniel.
Evolution is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Moments is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz

This is really creepy, it's actually right on. Wow. Try it please!
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meme stolen from rabidotaku22
Riku-don't let go
[mood| trying to amuse herself
[music| Linkin Park-Me december

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what's left of me..
Riku-don't let go
[mood| mourning]

APRIL 22nd 2006 10:45 A.M
My aunt passed away. She was only 46 and lost her life to lung cancer. Now my cousins have no mother, and my uncle's alone. I don't know how to feel. The funeral's tomorrow. I don't remember the last thing I said to her, we weren't in town when she passed away....

I've been crying on and off all day. Normally I hate crying in public, but today, when I got to school I found Lisa at the band hall, and just blurted it out. Then a few seconds later, I started bawling. Almost all my friends know, because I could never hide anything. All my family's flying in today.

I don't know whether to be happy that she's no longer in pain, and yet she's really gone. It hurts.

Things we have learned/been confirmed in KH II (so far)
Riku-don't let go
[mood| peaceful]
[music| Utadta Hikaru-Passion]

These may contain spoilers!

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Music uploads
Riku-don't let go
[mood| thoughtful]
[music|Frou Frou-Must be dreaming ]

Here's some of my favorite songs,that pigwidgin inspired me to upload.(and it keeps my mind busy)

Frou Frou-Must be dreaming: Excellent song, really catchy, a beautiful song.

Frou Frou-Let Go: From the same cd, her 2nd best song on that cd. The last minute is really pretty.

if the links expire just let me know and I'll reupload.

I'm horrible at keeping layouts
Riku-don't let go
[mood| happy]
[music| Gackt-Redemption

I know I just changed my layout.....but guess what? It's changed again.*hits self on head* It's a Yuna layout from FFX-2. It was a request for the community_dream_graphics Many thanks to modestarrogance for making this for me. ^_^

Save me...
Riku-don't let go
[mood| bored]
[music| Patch Adams Movie Again

We aren't doing shit today or tomorrow, because tomorrow's the English TAKS. TAKS is a stupid standrized test you have to take in Texas to graduate. I'm not really worried about English, I do pretty decent in that subject. It's just so boring. All we're doing is watching movies today, and tomorrow after the TAKS our classes are only 18 freaking minutes long!!! Why the hell don't they just send us home? What in the hell are we going to do in 18 minutes????? I hate TAKS, it sucks. Report cards come out soon too, and I really don't want to see my grades, I did really bad this grading period. -_-'

Nothing new, elsewhere. I tried telling Matt how I felt but I chickened out....(it's pathetic I know) So I came up with a plan...hope it works. XP It's nothing bad, I'm just going to try to get together with him, and some of my other friends. I just wish I knew how he's driving me insane because he's very closed about his feelings, and *sighs*

I feel really stressed for some reason...and some girl next to me is eating whataburger and I'm hungry!!!!! And some guy two computers down from me is listening to music videos from Disney Channel Website. That shows how random my class is.

Oh, and new Riku layout made by the talented Suki. ^_^


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